you've already missed too much.

it's only been 3 days since i found out and already i have a million things to complain to you about. ha! my life, man. my life.

sunday, hours before i knew you were gone, bri and i had went to the fashion district here in LA because there was a purse i had been coveting so i went and bought it. afterwards we went to look for shaved ice in eagle rock. i guess i was too excited about the purse so i posted a pic of it on IG and in my excitement while replying to cynthia's comments while walking back to the car, i fucking fell on the sidewalk and skinned up my right elbow and knee. derp. you know i'm a big baby and on monday i had to get ready for school but was afraid to bathe. problem #1. under normal circumstances, i would have texted you and asked for advice. do i get in the shower without the bandages? do i wrap myself up in plastic and hope to avoid water getting on it? you knew about my cutting incident the last time we talked and so i thought you might sympathize.

yeah i know, you sympathize with everything right now because you were ill. but the real jeremy would have told me to stop being a fucking pussy and just get in without all the plastic. so i did. it hurt like HELL but i survived! i'm still in pain but i survived. thank you jeremy, i knew you would come through. you would still be hearing about my whining though.